As the year came to a close, singer Kelly Rowland reflected on the many changes 2014 brought to her life — including her wedding to Tim Witherspoon, welcoming son Titan Jewell and the loss of her beloved mother.

Luckily for us, the 33-year-old’s look back included the first glimpse of her May nuptials to manager Tim.

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“‘2014’ …What an amazing year,” she captioned the above photo, which featured the back of the star’s gorgeous gown.

“While I said I DO, the following months brought along a HELLO to a new little life! … Unfortunately, a GOODBYE as well, but HELLO again to a Guardian angel,” she added, citing her mother’s death at the age of 66.

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Despite the heartache, Kelly acknowledged that 2014 had been filled with blessings. “2+0+1+4=7,” she wrote, “7 my lucky number!”