Fans may have been surprised by Khloé Kardashian's harsh words towards Lamar Odom during a recent Twitter rant, but according to a new report, the 31-year-old still struggles with the fact that her husband allegedly cheated during their marriage.
“[Khloé] loves Lamar and wants to see him pull through but she’ll never forget how he broke her heart,” an insider reveals. “That still haunts her every time she looks at him in his hospital bed."
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While the source says that the reality star has "forgiven" the former NBA player, "the pain is still there and it bothers her when people make comments about her relationships and don’t know the half [of it]."
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In response to one fan who slammed her for failing to choose between Lamar and boyfriend James Harden, Khloé reminded them that the 36-year-old "went against all our vows," which the source says was her way of standing up for herself.
Besides dealing with Internet trolls, the blonde beauty has also been dealing with a staph infection that she picked up from the hospital.
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“Khloé’s holding it together as best as she can,” the insider tells Hollywood Life. “She’s sick as a dog and doing her best not to crack but is close to her breaking point...Caring for Lamar is a full time job and it’s one she chose to do knowing it would take everything out of her.”
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