<p><span></span><a href="http://dynamic.bauerpublishing.com/mt-search.fcgi?blog_id=2&tag=kim%20kardashian&limit=20&IncludeBlogs=2"><strong>Kim Kardashian</strong></a> should've been giddy with excitement on the day her E! Special, <em>Kim's Fairytale Wedding: A Kardashian Event</em>, was premiering. However, <em>Life & Style</em> has learned that instead, she was venting to a friend about her fears on tying the knot so quickly!<br />
"I didn't know marriage was going to be so hard," she complained to a pal while getting a mani-pedi at Clover Nails in NYC on Oct. 9. "With all this travel and work, it's been a big adjustment for both of us."
And it's a huge change that Kim, 30, isn't sure she wants to settle for. "She doesn't feel like she's ready for the commitment," a friend reveals to the new issue of Life & Style, on newsstands now. "Kim feels this all happened too soon."
Most devastating? Kim's family had been warning her from the start but Kim was always quick to defend Kris, 26, when her sisters called him rude and attention-hungry. "I just wish they had more time with him," Kim lamented to Life & Style.