We hope everything is okay! Ariana Grande has been through so much over the past year, but this week seemed to be particularly rough for her. Now, just days after she tweeted concerning messages and dropping out of her scheduled SNL performance, Ariana opened up to her fans about her struggling with coping with her emotions after the death of her ex-boyfriend Mac Miller.

Shortly after news broke about Ari canceling her SNL performance, she sent a message to her fans. “Hello I love you,” she wrote on Twitter, and fans flooded her mentions with support, and they told her to take all the time she needs to heal before returning to work.

“I kno [sic]. But I miss u [sic]. I’m antsy. Can’t sit still. I wanna tour now. Yesterday I jus [sic] wanted to sit home forever but today I wanna do shows and see u [sic]. It’s all v [sic] up n [sic] down rn [sic]. But hi ILY. I am working on it. I’ll keep ya posted,” the 25-year-old wrote on Twitter.

Another fan told Ari not to rush her tour because they wouldn’t want her to regret her decision later if she wasn’t ready for it, and she also responded. “I’d never regret it. My happiest moments are with y’all and on stage and stuff. I think it’s just the looooooong [sic] chunks of time away from home that are scary to me rn [sic],” Ari wrote. “Hi I’m being too honest and people r [sic] gonna tear me apart but IDC anymore. LOL.”

“Like maybe I’ll do a mini one. I can’t do what I did last time right now. That I do know. Whatever it is I hope it’s okay with you,” she continued. “I just love and miss you. Everybody telling me I need to take time but I’m so antsy. IDK. ILY.”