Evelyn Lozada, star of Livin’ Lozada on the OWN Network, reveals that she suffered a second miscarriage.

“I miscarried on Thanksgiving Day,” the 40-year-old reality star, who also suffered a miscarriage during Season 1 of her show, exclusively tells Life & Style. “I was like, 'This cannot be happening to my life again.'”

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As Evelyn, her baseball player fiancé Carl Crawford, 34, and their two-year-old son Leo, were spending time with Carl’s family, “I was literally miscarrying my baby,” she shares — but kept the news quiet because she “didn’t want to dampen the mood.”

Evelyn, who also has a 23-year-old daughter named Shaniece, plans to try again. “I love being a mom,” she tells Life & Style. “After two miscarriages, it makes me want to be a mom even more.”

Livin' Lozada returns for a new season on Saturday, May 7, at 10 p.m. on OWN.

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