She isn’t letting her split from Scott Disick hold her back! Kourtney Kardashian was the first of her siblings to become a parent and she loves being a mom so much that she really caught all of the baby fever that’s been going on in the Kardashian/Jenner family. With Kylie Jenner, Khloé Kardashian, and Kim Kardashian all expecting babies in 2018, Kourtney is also pregnant — and an insider revealed to Life & Style that she wasn’t going to let Scott crush her dreams of having a big family.

“She loves children and wasn’t willing to give up her dreams of having another because Scott walked away,” the source said. “She was ready for her fourth.”

Insiders previously revealed to Life & Style that Kourt, 38, is currently pregnant with baby No. 4 — which marks her first baby with her boyfriend of one year, 24-year-old model Younes Bendjima. Right now, Kourt and Younes are keeping their pregnancy under wraps and they’ve only told their family and close friends because it’s in the early stages still, but Kourt is so happy that she’s going to be a mom again.

“With Kim, Khloé and Kylie all due to give birth next year, Kourtney felt left out,” an insider said — but not anymore! “She was thrilled to learn she’s also expecting. She loves being part of a large family and having so many siblings, and she wants the same for Penelope, Reign and Mason.”

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Kourt is also excited to be having a child with Younes. Even though he may seem young, Kourt is sure that he’s ready to be a father and she knows that he will be a great, consistent dad — unlike her ex Scott, who has been struggling with substance abuse for years and has been in and out of rehab. “She needs a man who will be both present and sober,” the insider said.