Motherhood has certainly been a trial by fire for new mom Kylie Jenner. The 20-year-old welcomed her first child, daughter Stormi Webster, with boyfriend Travis Scott on Feb. 1, and it sounds like the recent few weeks have been hell for this makeup mogul. Apparently, Kylie has been having a tough time adjusting to her new normal.

For example, she can't just pawn this newborn off to her half-sisters like she could with her nieces and nephews. "In the past, Kylie's looked after Kim and Kourtney's kids but could always hand them back when she got bored or had plans," a source tells Life & Style in the cover story currently on newsstands. "Having her own baby has been a complete shock to the system — it's a lot of hard work."

Like all new moms, she has to contend with one (ahem) crappy task in particular, but now at least she's got that down, the source says. "At first, Kylie complained about changing dirty diapers," the source explains. "She's fine with it now but still struggles with the sleepless nights and the baby crying and not always being able to figure out what Stormi needs."

Sounds like a lot, right? Initially, the social media star wanted to tackle it all without the help of nannies, but now she's reconsidering, the source says. "She just can't cope with the stress and has changed her mind," this insider reveals.

Apparently, it was a fight with momager Kris Jenner that made Kylie see the light. "Kylie has been relying on Kris to help out but her mom has a lot of other things going on," the source explains. "When Kylie insisted she was getting outside help, Kris stomped out, leaving Kylie alone with a crying baby. Kylie felt totally overwhelmed and burst into tears herself."

But if she does get a nanny, Kylie will probably have more time for other pursuits — like her fitness goals. "Kylie does everything to the extreme," the source says. "Getting her body back has motivated her like you wouldn't believe. She can't wait to take the title of sexiest mom ever!"

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