As a plus-size model, Tess Holliday is used to standing up for what she wants, but admits that she’s not always as confident as she appears.
In a new post on Instagram, the 31-year-old shared a breastfeeding photo that was taken over six months ago, but still stirs up a lot of feelings.
“It's not #tbt technically, but I found this photo on my phone now from September of last year & it gave me so many feels,” she captioned the image. “This photo was taken at my dear friends @honeywoodvintage @charlieoverbey home during a dark time in my life.”
She continued, “I was an emotional mess + struggling to find my way as a new mom again. When I looked at this photo a wave of sadness poured over me, but now I only see my tiny bubs nursing & Sweetie looking on like a nervous new mom.”
The beauty, who gave birth to a second son in June, added, “Life is messy, love is complicated, & it can all feel so overwhelming but we grow & learn. I'm so grateful for my life & appreciate it all, even if I can't always see the light at the end... it's there. Promise.”
The candid caption comes just one month after Tess shared a makeup free snap in which tears streamed down her face. “This is the reality of being a mom,” she said. “I've been up since 3 am, & every time I get Bowie to sleep & try to lay him down, he wakes up.”
She explained, “My confidence has taken a blow with this birth & it wasn't until this morning I realized why. The pressure of 'looking good' for a living is too much today. Is any career understanding when you show up at negative 10%…? I hope one day that changes & society views mothers as the flawed human beings we are that are just trying to keep our shit together like everyone else.”
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