There’s no woman more devastated about the Ryan Gosling and Eva Mendes baby than his ex Rachel McAdams.

According to a new report, the 35-year-old actress, who met the hunk on set of The Notebook in 2004 and went on to date him on-and-off for five years, is said to be completely heartbroken over the news. We feel you, girl.

Eva Mendes is Pregnant With Ryan Gosling’s Baby — and Women Everywhere Are Devastated

“She’s devastated,” says a source. See? She really is devastated! (We just wanted to say devastated again. And we assume she’s definitely not going to react well to this.)

When the pair called it quits in 2009, rumors circulated that it was because Rachel wasn’t ready for kids.

A Forensic Artist Predicts What Ryan Gosling and Eva Mendes’ Baby Will Look Like

Sigh. At least we’ll always have this:

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And this:

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RYAN + RACHEL FOREVA

OK! magazine reported this news.