Life’s about to get a whole lot different for Abby Lee Miller.

The prison-bound Dance Moms alum is finally coming to terms with her fate. After being found guilty of bankruptcy fraud earlier this year, the 50-year-old was sentenced to a year and one day in jail. While Abby was never the most beloved star on the show — and honestly, she wasn’t supposed to be — fans of the Lifetime series never expected the instructor to do hard time.

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Before she trades in her freedom for a year behind bars, Abby took the time to open up and reflect on her actions and how she got to this point. Check out her emotional statement in the video below:

This is not the first time she’s broken down and expressed remorse over her illegal behavior. During her sentencing, she couldn’t hold back tears, and later gave a particularly candid interview.

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“I just don’t want to fight anymore,” she explained. “I don’t want to do it anymore.”

The upcoming year is bound to be challenging for Abby — we hope she can handle it.

Click through the gallery below to see the stars of Dance Moms then vs. now!