REPORTLauren Bushnell on Ben Higgins and JoJo Fletcher’s Relationship: “I Will Never Understand”

It’s been over a year since Lauren Bushnell and Ben Higgins got engaged on The Bachelor, but the blonde beauty still can’t seem to get over her fiancé’s former relationship with runner-up JoJo Fletcher.

Ben infamously made the golden mistake of telling both Lauren and JoJo that he loved them while on the show, making his post-Bachelor relationship with the blonde beauty extremely difficult.

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Lauren (left) and JoJo (right).

“I did carry some resentment towards [Ben], not with JoJo,” Lauren told Us Weekly. “I had such a hard time trying to understand and put myself in his shoes and finally was like, ‘I will never understand. I will never be The Bachelor. Thankfully.’”

The couple’s relationship struggles are documented on their own reality show on Freeform, Ben and Lauren: Happily Ever After?. Click through the gallery below to see Ben and Lauren’s cutest moments together!