Where in the world is Kanye West? It’s hard not to notice that Yeezy has been missing in action since his breakdown six months ago.

Noticeably absent from the 2017 Met Gala, the 39-year-old recently deleted all his social media pages and is rumored to be in working on a new album in Wyoming.

However, sources reveal exclusively to Life & Style that the controversial rapper is still struggling to find stability.

“He’s not back to himself since the hospitalization,” an insider says. “He doesn’t want to put himself in a situation where he’s taking on too much.”

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Meanwhile, his wife Kim Kardashian, who recently claimed Kanye is spending time with kids North, 3, and 17-month-old Saint and “loving that,” is doing her best to hide his real condition from the public.

“Kim and Kanye’s teams don’t want people to know how fragile he is,” adds a source. “Right now, it’s all about Kanye getting better and avoiding public events that might trigger a negative reaction.”

So what are doctors saying about Kanye’s health today? Watch the video below to find out!