For the first time, Kim Kardashian is opening up about her Paris robbery, which took place in early October.

In a clip for the new season of Keeping Up With the Kardashians, the mother-of-two tells her sisters Kourtney and Khloé about the moment she was bound, gagged, and held at gunpoint in the small hotel she was staying at during Paris Fashion Week.

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“They’re going to shoot me in the back,” she says through tears, while recalling the incident. “There’s no way out. It makes me so upset to think about it.”

At the time, Kim was robbed of nearly $10 million worth of jewelry — including an “upgraded” diamond ring given to her by husband Kanye West. While many of Kim’s relatives addressed how she was coping after the incident, this is the first time the brunette beauty has talked about it.

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“It’s a process,” her mother Kris Jenner said shortly after the ordeal. “One day at a time. It’s a process.” Khloé added that Kim was “not doing that well” in the days following the emotional event.

“I mean, it’s incredibly traumatic what happened to her,” the reality star said of her sister. “But our family is super close and great and we’ll get through it together, and we do appreciate all of your guys’ love and support and it will take time. You know, it was horrible what happened to her.”

In the same preview for KUWTK, Kim also addresses Kanye West’s hospitalization. He spent almost a week in the hospital after suffering a “nervous breakdown” (at the time, he threatened to attack people who worked for his trainer).

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“Don’t scare me, please. What’s going on?” Kim asks on the phone after learning of his struggles. “I think he really needs me, and I have to get home.”

KUWTK returns in March — check out the clip below: