All the single ladies! Total Divas star Nikki Bella is honestly living her best life after her heartbreaking split from her longtime love, John Cena. But even though it’s been eight months since the former couple broke off their engagement and called off their wedding, Nikki feels like she hasn’t been living a “real single life” since their breakup and she’s looking forward to being on her own going into the holidays.

“I haven’t been able to really enjoy the single life properly,” the Total Bellas star told Us Weekly at Z100’s Jingle Ball 2018 in NYC on Friday, Dec. 7. “It’s hard being a single girl. Over the holidays, I’m really looking forward to wandering into some bars and being a single girl.”

While Nikki, 35, has been technically single since April, the WWE Superstar is constantly traveling and she hasn’t had a chance to just be on her own at home. “I’m looking forward to touching home base and being able to live a real single life vs. just being out on the road and single,” Nikki said.

Fans were heartbroken after Nikki and John split after six years together, and while Nikki previously told Life & Style that there was a chance that she and John, 41, would be able to reconcile their relationship in the future, it seems like the couple is moving further and further apart.

Now, Nikki seems to be embracing her new single life and she’s not even thinking about rushing into another relationship anytime soon. “It feels like, you know when you get married and the next day people are like, ‘When are you having kids?’ and it’s like, ‘I just got married.’ I feel like it’s the same thing. When you become single, it’s like, ‘Oh, are you dating?!’ Honestly, I’m so not interested. I’m just not ready yet,” Nikki told People back in October.