Plus-Size Model Tess Holliday Shares Emotional Breastfeeding Photo

As a plus-size model, Tess Holliday is used to standing up for what she wants, but admits that she’s not always as confident as she appears.

In a new post on Instagram, the 31-year-old shared a breastfeeding photo that was taken over six months ago, but still stirs up a lot of feelings.

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“It's not #tbt technically, but I found this photo on my phone now from September of last year & it gave me so many feels,” she captioned the image. “This photo was taken at my dear friends @honeywoodvintage @charlieoverbey home during a dark time in my life.”

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It's not #tbt technically, but I found this photo on my phone now from September of last year & it gave me so many feels. This photo was taken at my dear friends @honeywoodvintage @charlieoverbey home during a dark time in my life. I was an emotional mess + struggling to find my way as a new mom again. When I looked at this photo a wave of sadness poured over me, but now I only see my tiny bubs nursing & Sweetie looking on like a nervous new mom 😂 Life is messy, love is complicated, & it can all feel so overwhelming but we grow & learn. I'm so grateful for my life & appreciate it all, even if I can't always see the light at the end… it's there. Promise 🤞🏻🌈✨💕 #momofboys #motherhoodrising #normalizebreastfeeding

A post shared by T E S S (@tessholliday) on Apr 11, 2017 at 9:09am PDT

She continued, “I was an emotional mess + struggling to find my way as a new mom again. When I looked at this photo a wave of sadness poured over me, but now I only see my tiny bubs nursing & Sweetie looking on like a nervous new mom.”

The beauty, who gave birth to a second son in June, added, “Life is messy, love is complicated, & it can all feel so overwhelming but we grow & learn. I'm so grateful for my life & appreciate it all, even if I can't always see the light at the end… it's there. Promise.”

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The candid caption comes just one month after Tess shared a makeup free snap in which tears streamed down her face. “This is the reality of being a mom,” she said. “I've been up since 3 am, & every time I get Bowie to sleep & try to lay him down, he wakes up.”

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This is the reality of being a mom. I've been up since 3 am, & every time I get Bowie to sleep & try to lay him down, he wakes up. He is teething & has no clue I have to work today, & most days I can work 15 hour days, take care of both boys & put some lipstick on & deal with it. Most days I drink my coffee & smile at every little thing he does thinking it's the best thing in the world, but not today. I've been crying for nearly two hours, & I'm crying as I write this. I've reached my limit, exceeded it to be honest. My confidence has taken a blow with this birth & it wasn't until this morning I realized why. The pressure of "looking good" for a living is too much today. When your face is breaking out from the hormones of breastfeeding + total exhaustion from lack of sleep, bags under your eyes, patchy red skin & to top it off no energy to work out or leave my bed.. how do you do it? How do you feel confident in your skin & feel like you aren't letting the client down by showing up exhausted & disheveled? Yes, I chose a career based on my looks & I'm the first one to say that beauty isn't what should drive you, it's certainly not what motivates me. As a working mom in an industry that's as critical as mine, where is the line? The balance? The compassion? Is any career understanding when you show up at negative 10% because your kids wouldn't let you sleep & you want to hide under your covers & cry? Not many. I hope one day that changes & society views mothers as the flawed human beings we are that are just trying to keep our shit together like everyone else. #effyourbeautystandards #workingmoms #disruptperfectmomsyndrome

A post shared by T E S S (@tessholliday) on Feb 26, 2017 at 2:20pm PST

She explained, “My confidence has taken a blow with this birth & it wasn't until this morning I realized why. The pressure of 'looking good' for a living is too much today. Is any career understanding when you show up at negative 10%…? I hope one day that changes & society views mothers as the flawed human beings we are that are just trying to keep our shit together like everyone else.”

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