Finally, the truth will come to light. Khloé Kardashian has chosen not to directly address her baby daddy Tristan Thompson‘s cheating scandal since it broke earlier this year, but now fans will get to see exactly how everything unfolded during what is sure to be a dramatic episode of her family’s hit E! reality TV series Keeping Up With The Kardashians. Just hours before the episode is scheduled to air, Khloé shared an emotional message with her fans about what they’re about to witness on the show.

“Tonight’s episode is an uncomfortable and super emotional one for me, but when we signed up for this show over a decade ago, we signed up for a reality show, which meant showing you guys inside our lives, the good, the bad and the ugly,” the 34-year-old wrote on Instagram. “To relive these moments all over again is incredibly difficult emotionally but I also hope that with every trial, tribulation and curveball life throws at us, that we ALL [sic] get to learn from our journeys. Amidst the tough times, I have been blessed with the ultimate gift, my angel who has changed my life in ways I never could have imagined.”

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Tonight’s episode is an uncomfortable and super emotional one for me, but when we signed up for this show over a decade ago, we signed up for a reality show, which meant showing you guys inside our lives, the good, the bad and the ugly. To relive these moments all over again is incredibly difficult emotionally but I also hope that with every trail, tribulation and curve ball life throws at us, that we ALL get to learn from our journeys. Amidst the tough times, I have been blessed with the ultimate gift, my angel who has changed my life in ways I never could have imagined. Remember that you are never alone in your pain, and that everything is temporary. Pain, joy, elation, panic, anxiety, it is all temporary. Be grateful for the experiences that continue to build character, and make you who you are.

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Back in April, fans were shocked to learn about Khloé’s boyfriend Tristan’s cheating scandal. Multiple reports surfaced with video and photos of the Cleveland Cavalier hooking up with multiple women while Khloé was pregnant with their daughter, True Thompson. Just two days after the scandal broke, Khloé went into labor and gave birth to True — and KUWTK cameras were rolling the entire time.

But just hours before the footage from one of the darkest moments in her life is set to air, Khloé shared a powerful message with her fans who might be going through a similar situation. “Remember that you are never alone in your pain, and that everything is temporary,” Khloé wrote, “Pain, joy, elation, panic, anxiety, it is all temporary. Be grateful for the experiences that continue to build character, and make you who you are.”