Due to the fact that Kylie Jenner looks, acts, and generally seems like a fully functioning adult (she is a CEO, after all), we sometimes forget that she’s only 20 years old. When she started filming Keeping Up With the Kardashians, the reality star was only nine, so a full decade of her life has been documented on camera for the whole wide world to see.

Kylie owns a (soon-to-be) billion-dollar cosmetics brand, has her own TV show, Life Of Kylie, and owns about 67 cars (we’re guesstimating). But, despite all of her success, the lip kit mogul still gets embarrassed by one particular throwback episode of KUWTK — the one in which she pole dances!

When asked which scene makes her cringe the most, the beauty replied, “Probably the stripper pole … The stripper pole was so embarrassing. I wish it never happened.” But, her BFF Jordyn Woods quickly admitted, “That’s my favorite episode!”

As for the best moment: “I think my favorite episode — I think it was two episodes — was when we went to Breckinridge, CO. I don’t know why, it’s just one of my favorite episodes. When Kim threw the Blackberry from the second story, my mom’s phone, and when I didn’t know what Cartier was. Such a great time… I see that meme all the time. Me and Kim were fighting and she was like, ‘Go tell mom I have a Cartier watch for her.’ And I’m like, ‘Who is Cartier?'”

This post was written by Kate Wagner. It originally appeared on our sister site, heatworld.