She’s being honest! As a reality star, Khloé Kardashian is used to opening herself up to her fans and sharing everything — good or bad — that she goes through in life. But on Saturday, July 28, Khloé got super candid with her followers and she admitted that while she didn’t want to have a daughter at first, she couldn’t imagine her life now without her adorable baby girl True Thompson.

“I wanted a boy so badly because Mason and I are so close,” the 34-year-old wrote on Twitter. “I love our bond. I felt confident in having a boy but God blessed me with my precious True and now I wouldn’t know what to do with a boy. True has made me sweeter and more gentle. God gives you what you need.  My BFF 4Life [sic].”

Fans actually witnessed Khloé’s reaction when she found out the gender of her baby during the season finale of Keeping Up With the Kardashians — and she didn’t really try to hide her disappointment when her sister Kylie Jenner told her that she was having a little girl instead of a boy. 

“You’re lying. Shut up. I don’t feel like I’m having a girl at all. I’m like in a state of shock,” Khloé said. “When you have your mind made up as to what you’re having and then you find out that it’s the complete opposite — it’s just a shock.”

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While Khloé didn’t seem to be excited at all about the fact that she would be a mother to a little girl, all of that changed once baby True arrived. Now, it seems like Khloé couldn’t be happier that things ended up the way it did because True is one of the three little girls that were born into the Kardashian/Jenner family this year — Kim Kardashian-West and Kanye West’s daughter, Chicago and Kylie Jenner and Travis Scott’s daughter, Stormi.

“ANDDDD [sic] she has her two cousins to be her besties,” Khloé continued. “We call them the triplets. It’s just the cutest!! GOD IS GREAT [sic].”