It turns out that being Hollywood royalty doesn’t necessarily prepare you for actual life as one of the royals, something Meghan Markle is, unfortunately, learning the hard way. And though she wears a brave face, rumor has it that she’s starting to fall apart behind the scenes. It can’t be too easy going from life as a young, independent woman to someone bound by about 4,000 different rules and royal traditions and all that. And every now and then while she’s out in public, you can start to get a glimpse of Meghan wondering how the heck she found herself in the position she’s in. And no, we don’t just mean the fact that she’s apparently overcompensating by adopting a British accent

We’re talking about the times that she’s out and about, performing all of her royal tasks and duties with the rest of the royal family, smiling and waving to everyone but with some serious “WTF?” vibes clear in her expression. Hey, we don’t blame her. It’s not something us normies can quite comprehend. But you’d think being a princess might just make it all worth it at the end of the day, right? Well, guess we’ll have to wait and see. Check out the gallery below to see all the times Meghan Markle was clearly weirded out by her royal situation.