Kendra Wilkinson has been avoiding the spotlight and focusing on her children since news broke that her husband, Hank Baskett, allegedly cheated on her with a transsexual model, but her friends say that behind closed doors she is in an awful state as she tries to put her life back together.
"It's affecting her milk production and, quite simply, breaking her heart," a friend told People about the new mom.
Kendra gave birth to a daughter, Alijah Mary Baskett, on May 24. She and Hank are also parents to a 4-year-old son, Hank Baskett IV.
One person who has been there for Kendra through this all is her old boss, and the man who made her famous, Hugh Hefner.
"She said that Hef has offered to help in any way he can but has been urging her to try and work it out, as he knows how hard divorce can be on the kids," says a source. "But that if she is going to leave, to do it now while the kids are young enough not to remember life any other way."
Kendra, who a friends says still cries every day, will share the entire experience with fans in the months to come, as her marital troubles are all being filmed for her new series, Kendra on Top.
As for what will ultimately come of her marriage, a friends says she has not made any decisions yet for the sake of her children.
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