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Ex-husband Jon Gosselin is heading back to court for primary custody of his eight children on the basis that Kate is neglecting the kids. Now Life & Style can reveal she's exploiting their children more than ever in her new book.
Life & Style has exclusively obtained a copy of Kate Gosselin's new book, entitled I Just Want You to Know: Letters to my children on Love, Faith and Family. In the tome, Kate pens a deeply personal letter to each of her eight children. Among the secrets, Life & Style can reveal Kate finally owns up to bullying her ex-husband. "Much of what I said to Jon was unwarranted," she admits. "I could have watched what I said better, I could have guarded my tongue better. I wanted to communicate better, but I often failed." Besides not asking for help and berating Jon, Kate writes that she didn't take enough responsibility for day-to-day planning for the family. "I also didn't focus on the fact that much of the responsibility for our children, the finances, the schedules and the decisions about the future was on me."
In her letter to son Aaden, she apologizes for taking away his dad. "I do not possess the skills to father you," she writes. "But I will do everything I can to show you the way." And she even apologizes for ruining her once perfect family. Writing to son Collin, Kate cruelly implies that the 6 -year-old has a fear of abandonment -- and that her split with Jon has hit him the hardest. "I will never leave you," she writes to him. "I know that all the recent events in our family structure have greatly upset you, maybe you most of all. When I leave for work, I will always come back."
On page after page, Kate recounts in vivid detail each child's suffering because of the divorce. However, Kate doesn't seem concerned about how her kids will react to the book. "She's back in diva mode," an insider confirms to Life & Style. "She's not the sweet, humble woman she's been pretending to be."
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